“Architecture is merely the embellishment with which we hide our
deepest needs.”
—Jean Le Rond d’Alembert
I am becoming more and more deadbeat
with this star on my stomach.
Put your hand on my spotlight.
Together we can paint
eggshells like blankets,
we can lick sandpaper
for its red flavor.
This is not a tapestry
but something else
in our mouths:
a pendulum, a window.
In this house there is a sink.
In this house there is another house.
A house of hobbies,
A house of sparkplugs.
There is an entirely steel kitchen.
There is a self,
and a remainder of the self.
You don’t have jowls.
You have immoral junk,
a cup of brain pox.
We feel tricked,
like always growing up beside a fern.
I feel like a compass at this little table.
Rheumy from sleep,
radiating from both ends.
What’s settled now
will not always be settled.
I think we know this.
See: foxtrot, sarcophagus
see: sacred.
See this shadow of the radiator,
closed eyes over a stairway.
See me woolen on the linoleum.
Blonde hair shaping
what is glass.
Strung up in heirlooms,
you jut out into the fog.
The owner of many hands
all of which I am familiar.
The paint over our doorway is still wet.
We find and arrange coffee grounds
on the granite counters.
We hose down the flowers
and never see a flood.
Light breaks on the crown of your head.
Untroubled, you sit on the gray carpet.
A cricket keeps me awake.
Our body parts are alive,
full of living things,
as one might say
a terrarium is alive.
We hear whispers from the floor above.
The bathroom tiles sweat
and the ceiling drips
so we fall asleep in the park.
There is a room in here,
and inside of the room
there is a book about volcanoes.
In the book a little girl’s arms are burning
to create speaking.
You have memorized the room,
its museum sound,
what the little girl meant.
What if we never find a place to live?
What is your favorite trimester?
In the kitchen we open the door to science.
The end of the year
is always coming up on us.
This is exquisite, this open concept.
Elsewhere a load-bearing wall,
a dangerous business.
We have no use for parquet floors,
for predictable rooms,
for pure function.
We still love those we hear
on the porch downstairs,
still walk all night in the bare mulch.
We leave the radio on to drown out
the sound of water leaking.
I have stopped thinking
that children are everywhere.
You are so glad in the dark of the porch
asking me to cook for you
the ovens a short distance away,
heating and heating.
Don’t you love the ocean?
Sometimes I hear all of it in separate rooms.
Rooms that spot us squarely.
Rooms full of water towers.
In our house, pockets are nervous
and for thirty-odd years
open out onto the floor.
Give me those arms.
It looks like we’ve covered
a lot of ground here, tall versions
of selves in the French cinema.
The acoustics unbelievable.
We needn’t ever count nickels again
or unpack the bedclothes,
although I would be
straw in our house.
I would hold our children to the sky.
Anything the ocean,
Anything dance halls and ballets.
How social pale morning was.
I wonder if I’ll ever see you alone again.
Outside, your coconut is leaking out onto the lawn.
Only the restlessness in a kitchen,
overage, as if
siphoning off hours
under the stove,
coils in apertures,
or mice,
or milk.
Welcome, cipher.
Welcome, recession.
Welcome each other.
Summer loves us too,
builds us up
to lumber, wooden.
Hoping for something curious,
as in, the road is to Providence.
Just get on and get going
Gale Marie Thompson is the author of two books of poetry, Soldier On (Tupelo Press) and Expeditions to the Polar Seas(Coconut Books, 2016), and two chapbooks, If You’re a Bear, I’m a Bear (H_NGM_N) and Expeditions to the Polar Seas(Sixth Finch). Her work may be found in places like Gulf Coast, Guernica, Denver Quarterly, Volt, Sixth Finch, The Volta, and the Colorado Review. She is the founding editor of Jellyfish Magazine, and lives, writes, and teaches in Athens, GA.