All that is Solid

                                    Sun Falls

                                    Goodnight Air

                                   No Modernism

                                   So Will You

                                   An Interlude

                                   News and Ontology

                                   Horse in a Truck

        Vibratory Nation Poem

        Capitol/Capital

        A Dandelion

       Clouds Doing Nothing                    

                                  Musical Notation

                                  Grotesque

                                                                       

 

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            All that is Solid

 

Or, what I know about the body.

Fluid sits in the ear, waiting for sound. The nervous system holds memories of pain and pleasure for an entire lifetime. Any movement or touch or thought can trigger pain or pleasure that is, for the body, historical. Tightness in the palate or tongue causes corresponding tightness in the pelvic floor and cervix. The diaphragm flutters. The earliest movement is the movement of a starfish. Eyes dart upward. We see not at the eye but in the center of the skull. Lungs rise on a diagonal plane (one of the few diagonals in the body). Touch stimulates brain growth. Oxytocin fires in bursts. If touched, wounds heal faster. An aura of Mother-Mary-Blue shines above the head. Middle finger is connected to liver. Something beats in the back of the skull. Hormone, from the Greek “impetus,” or “onset,” or “rush.” The “onset of darkness” secreted by the brain, is affected not only by the time of day, but also by the season. Blue light suppresses sleep. All upon us.

 

 

 

 

Sun Falls

 

Woman in black rocks in time with the swaying chrysalis hidden in the branches of an elm

She makes proclamations about madness while someone photographs her

He buys a house on his phone

 

 

 

 

Goodnight Air

 

“A power, not a work … a struggle, not a thought” (Lorca – above the lake)

 

America’s diary, good night

 

A hobgoblin or an imp under the boy’s feet (the boy has a beard; he’s up on the desk; his hair bleached ashen; donut mouth)

.

“I believe that poetry has an hallucinogenic and holy magic”

 

 

 

 

No Modernism

 

Sleeping on a single bed in a house where addiction is a problem and runaways chant prepositions

Am I the state, shot through with paranormal kitsch? I said, addicted to what? The imagined benefit

of becoming lost forces one to travel to carpeted spaces with highways between

The bookshelves held

all of my friends. Small recognitions off screen. I could not sleep because I was afraid

In a museum with wings (folded down against wind) I placed my eye on two sailboats with brown sails

painted on a torn bit of cardboard

Then as a further act of devotion I drew my attention to a red horse, a girl on a couch, the loosened characters

departing the laundromat

in a protest against violence that was at the same time a turning away from the fully modern

 

 

 

 

 

So Will You

 

enter a lyrical stream—socialism returns to France—Wisconsin girls get pregnant at 19, 20, 21—big easy laughter—enter the lyrical stream—is someone crying upstairs?—no—the news suggests a shift from austerity—toward what lycanthropic dream?—the whistling of my son—a falling inward—terrarium on the rocking chair—how do the markets respond?—now I become a citizen among you— debaters sell soot—so will you—behind a revolving door—the bank is un-enterable—like bag in a bag—a plane in the sky—a body asleep in the arms of its mother—glass of vodka—tattooed to  her arm—so will you—wander the house—in the early morning—light—

 

 

 

 

An Interlude

 

            Give space (since life ends unawares)

            To hale a coffined corpse adown the stairs;

            For you will die (Thomas Hardy)

 

 

 

 

News and Ontology

 

rime hour

rhyme whore

 

                        somewhere afield something lies

 

 

 

 

Horse in a Truck

 

My favorite part was when they laughed and laughed

That was my favorite part too

And the horses

Yeah

 

 

 

 

Vibratory nation poem

 

Once I read what the climate change deniers had to say, I felt so happy for one day. Like the days before my mother got sick.

 

 

 

 

Capital/Capitol

 

Make a leaf

Make clouds

Make a layer of gas that blocks the sun

Make leaves and give one to everyone. Stir the ocean. Stir the ocean to bring up the deep cold. Enter a flower. Stay married. Only adopt. Adopt adopt. Use no wood (back to ideas). There are people then there are people. Stand in line and preorder. Preorder the hats. Hold out your wrists (they’ll beat you anyway). Hold out your wrists for you are to blame. The river gave birth to you. Now give birth to the river. Close your mouth. Close both your mouths. Dissolve in the origin. The clarion sun. Attach trees to the floor. Cut the strings. Play.

 

 

 

 

A Dandelion

 

Even if the candidate did not snip the locks off the blond boy’s head, he did sign on to the Ryan plan. I’m letting my plant die. It’s a project. I’ve put it on hunger strike. Keep your pants on; I was just shopping in my head. It takes a while to sit up and take it to the screen. But to really get the thing, I’ll need to first buy gas. ExxonMobil loves me and loves all my children. Especially when I flush the toilet, which I do about nine times a day. Or when I recycle the plastic container. What a joke. ExxonMobil and I love flowers. And we have earnings in the 9.5 billion per quarter. That’s down from last quarter. Here’s what Rex W. Tillerson has to say: I am a woman and I write in opposition to the subject/object split. I prefer to consider myself multiple. I am very excited to be drilling in the arctic. I love my red chair from which I rarely rise. I make the same as the president of the Ohio University system, and that’s just over 2 million a year. With a dandelion in my shirt pocket and my hands in my hair, I’m on the living list of living people where I reside.

 

 

 

 

Clouds Doing Nothing

 

After forty-nine bodies with heads and feet severed have been cleared off, children can once again frolic and couples can once again hold hands (but not men). And the girdle makes a comeback in Queens. “We still need to live while they do what they do.”

 

 

 

 

 

Musical Notation

 

Genentech will manufacture Crenezumab, designed to attack amyloid plaques

 

And if “irritability, sadness, crying, anxiety, and impulsivity” are Cardinal Features of the disease,

who’s to say I do not have it?

 

The sun has risen on Wednesday

The Ryan plan hopes to reduce government spending to .3 percent of GOP (except military)

 

All trees “leafed out”

My heart racing and they hope to build over the graves of slaves (not metaphorically)

 

In Florida a mother of four (33) shoots and kills them all

 

 

 

 

Grotesque

 

The body is its own conclusion

 

Thumb-sized bird in a leafless tree with yellow flowers

A pool with nobody in it

 

The ability to hear (the shot) is dimensionless

We cannot stop

hearing it

 

 

 

 

 

 

Julie Carr is the author of six books of poetry, most recently 100 Notes on Violence (Ahsahta, 2010), RAG (Omnidawn, 2014), and the forthcoming Think Tank (Solid Objects, 2015). She is also the author of Surface Tension: Ruptural Time and the Poetics of Desire in Late Victorian Poetry (Dalkey Archive, 2013), and the co-editor of Active Romanticism: The Radical Impulse in Nineteenth-Century and Contemporary Poetic Practice, forthcoming from University of Alabama Press (2015). Her co-translations of Apollinaire and contemporary French poet, Leslie Kaplan have been published in Denver Quarterly, Kenyon Review, and elsewhere and a chapbook of selections from Kaplan's Excess-The Factory has recently been released by Commune Editions. Carr was a 2011-12 NEA fellow and is an associate professor at the University of Colorado in Boulder where she teaches in the Creative Writing MFA program and the Intermedia Arts Writing and Performance Ph.D. program. She regularly collaborated with dance artist K.J. Holmes. She lives in Denver and helps to run Counterpath Press and Counterpath Gallery.